I Don’t Want A Soulmate, I Want You

I am not looking for love

I am not looking for just one night

I am not looking for an end to my pain

I am not looking for the syringe to momentarily cure my withdrawal

I’m looking for an end to the night

I’m looking for the light at the end of the tunnel

I’m looking for strength

I’m looking for security

I’m looking for no holds barred honesty

I don’t wanna get high

I don’t wanna get played

I don’t wanna get fucked

I don’t wanna get ditched

I REALLY don’t wanna play second best

And I don’t want to be frustrated anymore.

You, you are the rain waiting to fall

You, you are the one I’ve laid down my whole soul for.

You…

I want you, you and you alone

You have the power to cure my addiction

You are my lighted way

You are my darkest day

You have the power to look inside me and see what I see of myself

You know what I see when I look in the mirror

You know how I ache for release

You know where I go when my mind goes away

I don’t wanna spend my days waiting for your rain to fall

So let me stand in your downpour before I feel my heart catch fire.

Give me something I can get addicted to

Give me something that can get addicted to me. 

Give me not a soulmate, a pretty friend to play with.

Give me…a soul.

Give me a heart so strong and so powerful it can stand up to a storm.

Give me a brain so strong it never wavers in its convictions.

Give me a soul so powerful it shakes my core and renders me speechless.

Give me thunder and lightning.

Vous c’est j’adore, mon cher.