Megan Ruth

You Won’t Always Feel Motivated, But You’re On The Right Track

Youโ€™re not always going to feel like pushing forward. You might not even see a reason to. Youโ€™re constantly asking yourself, โ€œWhatโ€™s the point of this?โ€ Youโ€™re living on empty. You smile, you laugh, you lend a sympathetic ear to others, but on the inside, youโ€™re dead. Each day, you look for tiny indicators that youโ€™re on the right path, that you should keep going. Your heartโ€™s not into your own life.

Sometimes you have to go through the storm to see the process unfold in front of you. Life isnโ€™t only about motivation, but about faith, trust, and evaluating outcomes. You wonโ€™t always feel inspired, but youโ€™re on the right track. Youโ€™ll know because you learn lessons that will make you a better person if you allow them, regardless of the outcome.

You get stuck when you allow those lessons to overshadow your entire life and drag you into the past instead of gathering the pieces and forging the way forward. Itโ€™s about recognizing that youโ€™re not always going to feel burning passion. Nobody talks about how boring life can be, especially when itโ€™s coming together just after falling apart. Nobody talks about how routine life can feel, especially when thereโ€™s nothing wrong, especially when youโ€™re taking all the right steps, yet change is excruciatingly slow.

You wonโ€™t always feel motivated, but youโ€™re on the right track. You wonโ€™t always have the right answers, but if you ask, youโ€™ll receive guidance along the way. You wonโ€™t always have joyful days, but this isnโ€™t an indication you should quit.

Look at everything youโ€™ve survived so far. Consider all the times you thought you wouldnโ€™t make it yet managed to pull through. I know youโ€™re tired of barely scraping by. You want to reach a point where you can rest and feel at ease, safe, and secure. You do not have to wait for some far-off distant dream to accomplish this. Instead, move towards the pockets of ease that are already evident in your life. If you cannot find them, you are moving too fast. Slow down. They show up in the most insignificant ways. A knowing smile, the way plants bend towards the sunlight, sinking into your bed. Rest. Find comfort there until you can believe in a better life. You wonโ€™t always feel motivated, but youโ€™re on the right track.